What can one say …

… 'Even Now, I Don't Want to Admit That Xiaobo is Gone'. (Hat tip, Rus Bowden.)

Asked about how she feels living in a state of relative freedom compared with house arrest back in Beijing, Liu said that she hasn't settled in well at all, and feels "extremely uncomfortable," and often thinks about buying a ticket back home.

Her body may have arrived in Berlin, but her thoughts and emotions are all back in Beijing, she said, where her home is still filled with memories from their marriage.