A few years ago, I
stared in terror at what my life might become, at what I thought were the
likely consequences of a decision from hell that I had to make, either way,
either avenue, promising me and those I love nothing but pain, and hurt, and
sorrow.
And now years later, having decided, yesterday was my birthday, and I received an outpouring of messages, of love, from my family and so many friends that I could never have imagined back then, when I lay shivering in bed, stricken with what I thought were the horrendous consequences of my choice.
So to be sentimental and perhaps jejune, but also to try approach simplicity, becoming a child, which I have been told is necessary for my salvation, let me give you what I have done, how I have changed, and how I have learned to live; all of which has made my decision to transition from a man with a troubled life, shivering in his bed, hiding from the world, to a woman with overflowing love from and for her family and friends, who reaches out:
And now years later, having decided, yesterday was my birthday, and I received an outpouring of messages, of love, from my family and so many friends that I could never have imagined back then, when I lay shivering in bed, stricken with what I thought were the horrendous consequences of my choice.
So to be sentimental and perhaps jejune, but also to try approach simplicity, becoming a child, which I have been told is necessary for my salvation, let me give you what I have done, how I have changed, and how I have learned to live; all of which has made my decision to transition from a man with a troubled life, shivering in his bed, hiding from the world, to a woman with overflowing love from and for her family and friends, who reaches out:
trust and love, throw
away that crap in your mind – and if you believe, pray, pray, pray.
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